Bir Veda Hikayesi

Bir Veda Hikayesi

2013 yılında başladı hikayemiz. Bu hikaye de diğerleri gibiydi. Ama farklı olan bir tarafı vardı. Bu hikayenin sonu mutlu bitmiyordu. Bu “bir veda hikayesi” idi.

Her kadının hayallerinde bir erkek vardır. Bu erkek; kadının karşısına çıktığında, kadın mucizelere inanmaya başlar.

Ben de yıllarca hayalini kurduğum kişinin karşımda olmasına şaşkınlık duyuyordum.

Adeta Tanrı, tüm dileklerimi kabul etmişti. İlk kez bu kadar sevmiş ve sevilmiştim. Ancak güzel şeyler maalesef uzun sürmüyordu. Gurbet bizi bizden ayırmıştı. Yıllarca süren gurbet, benim için bu şehire esaret olmuştu. 

Bir veda hikayesi

Günün birinde geri dönüyordun

Kalıcı değildin belki ama yine de mutluydum. Otobüs terminalinde seni bekledim. Beklerken bir kahve içtim, sonra çay içtim. Bir çay daha içtim. Dakikalar saatleri kovaladı. Önce beyazlı biri indi otobüsten, sonra mavi otobüs geçti. Başka otobüs geldi bir sürü adam indi, kadın indi. Bir çay daha içtim. Gelme saatin geçmişti. 

Hem de çok geçmişti. Hava kararmaya başlamıştı. İçimde beni kemiren şüphe korkuya dönüşmüştü. Seni yüz kez aramıştım. Bu defa 101. Kez arıyordum.

Telefon çalıyor ama bir türlü açmıyordun. İçimde sadece gelmekten vazgeçtiğine dair bir korku vardı. Keşke gerçekten sadece gelmekten vazgeçmiş olsaydın.

Otobüs şoförünün bir anlık dalgınlığı bizi birbirimizden daimi olarak ayırmaya yetecekti. Koştum. Uzun uzun koştum sana varmak istemiştim. Meğer bana gelen yolda seni bekleyen kötü sürpriz varmış. Bilemedim. Bilseydim “gel” demezdim.

O günden beri açmayacağını bile bile binlerce kez aradım seni.

İlk günler annen açıyordu. “O artık yok anla” diyordu.

Son günlerde telesekreter açıp “böyle bir numara yok” diyor. Biliyorum var böyle bir numara. Bir zamanlar benimle konuşan, bana dert anlatan, benimle gülen, beni öptüğü zaman midemde kelebekler uçuşan…

Ama bunu kimseye anlatamıyorum. Doktorlar beni tedavi etmek istiyormuş. Ne komik. Bildiğimi kanıtlayamadığım için bir odaya hapsedip ilaçlar verecekler bana. 

Ben iyileşmek değil, sana kavuşmak istiyorum.

Bu, sadece dönüşü olmayan garip bir veda hikayesi… Hikayeyi okuduysanız, sevdiklerinize sarılın.

Hatalarını affedin. Hayat çok kısa, ölüm gerçekten çok yakın.

İsterseniz bir başka duygusal yazımızı daha buraya tıklayarak okuyabilirsiniz. 

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